Tuesday, November 24, 2009

New Mammography Guidelines

So. I figured this one was important enough to dust off the old blog.

I don't have tons to say here, except that I am in favor of the new guidelines.

This article (I hope) explains why.

Happy Thanksgiving!

Monday, September 28, 2009

What's Going On?

EstroGenius is what's going on. We open on Wednesday. Come see it!

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

I'm B-a-a-a-c-k!

Not sure for how long. Not sure if anyone ever even checks my blog anymore since it's been so long since I've posted. But the blog has been calling to me.

As usual, I have lots going on and lots I'd like to write about. I'll start with here...

God of Carnage & the Writers' Forum
So. I saw "God of Carnage" last night. It was good. It was fun. It was a little "Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf"-ish. But was it Best Play material? Well, I guess since there are about 3 straight plays on Broadway a year, the competition is not too tough, but, um, no.

It was flawed. Seriously, seriously flawed.

But here's where the Writers' Forum comes in. For almost 2 years, I've been a member of the Source Writers' Forum, a fantastic group of fantastic writers. Each week, someone brings in a play they've written or are writing and the group provides feedback. The feedback is consistently respectful, honest and insightful--quite a neat trick. I've learned alot. Some of what I learned is what enabled me to see the flaws in "God of Carnage" so clearly.

But.

"God of Carnage" is playing on Broadway. And winning Tonys.

So.

I guess what I'm learning (over and over again, but we'll get to that in another post) is that it's better to get your stuff out there than it is to get it perfect. Because it'll never be perfect.

The perfectionist in me does not like this. But I'm working on it.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Is YOUR Genius at Work?

I am constantly worried about not living up to my potential and so am constantly searching for ways to figure out, ahem, what my potential actually IS.

While I still don't know, one of the things that has helped me become a lot more comfortable with the journey was this book:



Dick Richards' premise is that everyone has a unique "genius" to give to the world. So unique, in fact, that you have to figure it out and name it yourself. And this book provides a number of exercises and tips on how to do that.

There are several things that I loved about this book.

First of all, who doesn't want to have a unique genius? That just sounds cool.

Secondly, unlike some other personality/aptitude tests I've read about/taken, the goal here is not to say, for example, "ok, my genius is caring for others, so I should be a nurse." The goal here is figure out how to put whatever your genius is at work in whatever you do--professionally and privately.

Richards has done a lot of coaching and the book includes lots of case studies, so there were a couple of folks who did end up changing jobs once they figured out what they're genius was, since it was patently incompatible with their current job or employer. But for alot of people, it was more a matter of helping them understand why they liked particular parts of their jobs more than others and how to maximize those.

I haven't entirely settled on what my genius is yet, but it's something like "Solving Puzzles." And, what I love about this, is that it's helped me understand myself better.

For example, a couple of years back, I really got into knitting. I learned how to do it and then spent the next several months knitting:
- a series of scarves--each using a different pattern and yarn,
- a stuffed lamb for my cousin's new baby,
- some baby booties & hats,
- a bunch of christmas ornaments, and
- a fingerless glove.
In the course of all this, I stocked up on yarn and needles and various knitting books. And then I lost interest. Where, previously, I might have beat myself up about that and put it down to lack of commitment or discipline or whatever, once I read Richards' book, I understood it. For me, the fun part about knitting was LEARNING HOW--solving the puzzle of it. Once I learned how, the actual KNITTING part was way less interesting. And even the end product wasn't that interesting to me. (In fact, with the exception of the fingerless glove, I didn't even keep any of the things I knitted. I gave them all away.) This really crystalized for me with the gloves--knitting the first glove was FUN, but the prospect of knitting the second? Deadly boring.

Since then, I've noticed this tendency in myself in quite a lot of areas.* And it IS fun to try to figure out how to feed this need/potential.


*It's also why I am loving Blake Snyder's Save the Cat, which I am currently reading. He turns the whole process of writing a screenplay into one giant puzzle.

Friday, May 8, 2009

I Have to Take a Moment...

I know I haven't been posting for awhile. LIFE has swept in and stolen all my time, for which I'm thankful.

But it's been hanging heavy on my heart that I haven't taken a moment here to express my sorrow at the passing of Jen Hoffman, aka "ShawnieMac," one of my YSC friends.

You may recognize the name. I mentioned her here last year, when she was declared NED (No Evidence of Disease). Tragically, NED was not a lengthy visitor.

Jen and I had emailed each other a few times and followed each other's blogs. I didn't know her well, but knew her enough to know she was a truly amazing person. But don't take it from me. See for yourself:

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

The Nature of Genius

Ok, so I haven't been blogging lately. What can I say? I suck.

But Elizabeth Gilbert doesn't:

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Validation

This actually got me all choked up at the end...

Monday, January 12, 2009

New Breast Cancer Vaccine Being Tested

UAMS to begin testing breast cancer vaccine
BY CAROLYNE PARK
Posted on Sunday, January 4, 2009
URL: http://www.nwanews.com/adg/News/248462/

UAMS scientists expect to start clinical trials as early as this spring on a new vaccine they hope will help prevent the recurrence of breast cancer.

The immunotherapy is designed to trick the body into doing something it wouldn't naturally do - produce antibodies that fight breast cancer cells.

The vaccine was developed through a decade of studying how the immune system responds to disease, said Thomas Kieber-Emmons, director of basic breast cancer research at the UAMS Winthrop P. Rockefeller Cancer Institute.

The key to developing a therapy to fight breast cancer is understanding the interplay of different molecules in combating disease, he said.

"I look at it structurally," said Kieber-Emmons, professor of pathology, microbiology
and immunology at the University of Arkansas for Medical Sciences. "How two molecules interact is everything."

Breast cancer cells are covered with carbohydrate antigens. An antigen is a molecule capable of triggering the production of antibodies that fight disease. But the carbohydrate antigens on cancer cells don't stimulate a strong immune system response.

So Kieber-Emmons and his team found an alternative approach.

With a six-year $2.9 million grant from the U.S. Department of Defense Breast Cancer
Research Program, they used computer generation to help them develop peptide antigens that mimic the carbohydrates. A peptide is a compound consisting of two or
more amino acids.

The peptide-based vaccine is designed to make the body think it's dealing with a
carbohydrate.

The immune system then responds by producing antibodies that target both the
peptides in the vaccine and the carbohydrates they resemble on the breast cancer cells.

After skin cancer, breast cancer is the most common form of cancer in women,
according to the federal Centers for Disease Control and Prevention in Atlanta.

It is the leading cause of cancer death in Hispanic women and the second mostcommon
cause of cancer death in white, black, Asian and American Indian women.

A total of 186,772 women were diagnosed with breast cancer and 40,954 women died of
it in 2004, according to the CDC's latest data.

That same year, 1,815 men were diagnosed with breast cancer and 362 men died of the
disease.

The National Cancer Institute estimates one in eight women will be diagnosed with
breast cancer.

Dr. Laura Hutchins, a UAMS professor of internal medicine and director of the division of hematology and oncology, is principal investigator for the clinical trial. She's in charge of interacting with patients.

Women participating in the study will receive five doses of the vaccine at the cancer
institute's medical oncology clinic. They will be immunized once a week for the first
three weeks and again during the seventh and 19th weeks.

The first phase of the clinical trial will last four to six months. It will involve women with metastatic cancer, or cancer that is actively spreading, and women who have relapsed after going into remission.

UAMS scientists will use the first phase to monitor any side effects of the vaccine,
Hutchins said.

The scientists hope to begin the second phase of the clinical trial about four months
later. It will last about a year and include women who have had breast cancer but are
in remission and considered at high risk of having it again.

The women will have to have been off chemotherapy for at least six months.

The number of patients participating in the study hasn't been determined.

The first two phases will involve Arkansas patients, but future clinical trials may
expand to include patients from other cancer centers around the country, Hutchins
said.

The vaccine won't replace traditional cancer treatments such as chemotherapy and
radiation, but depending on how the clinical trials go it may become an additional
treatment option for patients, Hutchins said.

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Monday, January 5, 2009

Happy New Year!

Ok, I'm a little late, but I didn't have much internet access in Brussels & Paris...

Anyway, wishing you a Happy, Healthy and Wonderful 2009.
(Hope yours got off to as good a start as mine did!)

Estrogenius 2009 Guidelines - Deadlines Are Soon!

Visual art pieces must be received by February 1st!

Short plays and/or solo pieces must be received by March 2nd!

More details here: http://www.theatresource.org/estro/guidelines.html